It has been almost 2 weeks since my new and final semester starts, but mp/sip and my supervisor is still haunting me. Can't she like let it go and move on.
This is my 2nd day of the opening of his shop. He is so busy, so busy that i felt lost. I didn't expect things turn out this way. I want the old days back.
Met him for a little while today, have dinner together, look at each other like how we used to, but what is different is that he seems so far away although he is just right in front of me. I look at him and i really want to tell him "i miss you, do you?" But i told myself, i have to be strong, he's too busy for anything, don't be unreasonable and add on burden anymore. I'm trying so had to be sensible, understanding, and i'm still trying. 
At times like this, i really don't wish to go home everyday. Going home made me feel empty and will always turn out to misery, espcially at night.
I hope someone can understand my feelings now, but everyone will think that i'm just a immatured kid who can't understand the situation. Well... it's 1:20am now and he's probably still busy at work, what can i do beside giving moral support and trying not to give you any problems for now. You didn't sleep for 2 days, I really hope nothing will go wrong.